Thursday, July 29, 2010

Have you ever???

I am such a huge sucker for pink!! I love her music and I guess you would call it my guilty pleasure. I find I can relate to her lyrics in her music.

Deja is an amazing person... you can meet her here and here. She posted on her blog a few weeks ago about a new song by Pink. I have heard it but never paid attention to the lyrics. This song now has a whole new meaning to it thank to her. I hope that Deja reads this post and knows just how many live she has changed. Check out her blog then read the lyrics....



Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Closed your eyes and trusted, just trusted?
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said, "I just don't care"?

It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg
The sun before the burn
The thunder before the lightning
The breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
You're whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?

It's only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table
The walk before the run
The breath before the kiss
And the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way?

La La La La La La La La

There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee,
Calling me sugar
You called me sugar

Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight?
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight?
Tonight

Monday, July 19, 2010

Persistence and patients

It is 10:30 at night, I am logging on to blogger since I cant sleep. Maybe because for the first time in a week I got to actually cuddle up to Bryce today and took a nap. We had a good talk tonight, one we don't have often.

Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt???

Have you ever seen the one you love suffer?

Have you ever cried so hard that you ache?

Have you ever thought the one you loved was going to die???

I will answer all of those for you... yes, yes, yes, yes. All of those happened this weekend. I have never had a weekend so miserable in my entire life. I have never had to witness the one person I love most struggle for a breath. I have never had my body ache until it convulsed. those too happened this weekend.

Bryce has been terribly sick, yet we are still waiting on answers, getting the run around and still feeling helpless. I have had to learn patient and persistence the last couple of weeks. I refuse to give up and watch him lay around for he cant even help himself. I refuse to sleep alone in my own bed for the 2nd week in a row.

My 100th post was suppose to be something great! It wasn't... Here is my 101st post so I will try to end it great.

Cherish the person you have in your life for you may not know when their last breath will be.

Hold the one you love tonight for you never know when you will HAVE to be separated for a long period of time

Always push forward TOGETHER, alone obstacle are big and tedious. together you can conquer the world

Always kiss them goodnight... even when you may be upset with each other. The small shit doesnt matter...

Sunday, July 11, 2010

A girl can dream.. right???


Today this is what I was suppose to be doing... Sounds like a blast considering I am deathly afraid of heights. BUT mother nature had and intervention with me and our early 4 o'clock wake up turned into wanna-be 3 hours of sleep. We ended up coming all the way home and crashing until mid morning.
As a matter of fact I had a HUGE agenda for the entire week... didn't happen. Maybe I can dream tonight of the day (of which I hope is very soon) that we will be able to fulfill our week of fun. A girl can dream right???